{"id":3039,"date":"2017-05-26T18:04:32","date_gmt":"2017-05-26T18:04:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/?p=3039"},"modified":"2017-08-01T22:11:09","modified_gmt":"2017-08-01T22:11:09","slug":"yearning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/2017\/05\/26\/yearning\/","title":{"rendered":"Yearning"},"content":{"rendered":"<ol class=\"poem\">\n<li>Yearning for learning, but nothing is stirring; concerning the burning, the journey has halt.<\/li>\n<li>Churning and turning and swirling and whirling, discerning the hurting as church-led assault.<\/li>\n<li>Question the lesson or make a suggestion is seen as aggression\u2014suppress in your sin.<\/li>\n<li>\u201cLessen oppression, and stop the digression. Just standard expression and whitewash-ed spin.\u201d<\/li>\n<li>Lonely and coldly, am sitting remotely, abandoned so slowly, in shadows I wait.<\/li>\n<li>Wholly unholy, now only a phoney, and no one still knows me, a plateaued deflate.<\/li>\n<li>Listen for bliss\u2014am just\u00a0missin\u2019 the kissin\u2019 of spirited fixin\u2019 my paradigm shift.<\/li>\n<li>Christen the ship and dismissin\u2019 the tricks and the politics mix; yet am feeling the\u00a0sift.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yearning for learning, but nothing is stirring; concerning the burning, the journey has halt. Churning and turning and swirling and whirling, discerning the hurting as church-led assault. Question the lesson or make a suggestion is seen as aggression\u2014suppress in your sin. \u201cLessen oppression, and stop the digression. Just standard expression and whitewash-ed spin.\u201d Lonely and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3040,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[46],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3039","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-faith-crisis-poetry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/5\/2017\/08\/france-1979547.jpg?fit=1575%2C1050&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s4NkW7-yearning","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2931,"url":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/2011\/10\/09\/a-poem-for-mary\/","url_meta":{"origin":3039,"position":0},"title":"A Poem For Mary","author":"Kim Siever","date":"9 October 2011","format":false,"excerpt":"There was a time within my life whence I was but alone; Whence all the love giv\u2019n to me was ne\u2019er in my heart sown. My heart was open but ever empty, for love ne\u2019er knew me then, And might I try to op\u2019n it more I\u2019d never find a\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Poetry&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Poetry","link":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/category\/poetry\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3039","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3039"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3039\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3041,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3039\/revisions\/3041"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3040"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3039"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3039"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siever.ca\/kim\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3039"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}